April 29, 2013
I don't pray as much as I should..
But lately, I find myself needing to stop what I'm doing just to be thankful. I am so so thankful. To put to words the way it feels in my chest would be to say I want to drop to my knees and cry at how unbelievably grateful I am for everything I have.
This baby, Luke, this home, this life we have. We are so blessed. Each day I wake to little kicks and fall asleep to little nudges. It's as if I struck some sort of life lottery.
As we draw closer and closer to his due date, I recognize that while it is the start of something new, it is the end of something I will hold close to my heart forever. My first pregnancy. I will miss every bit of this time I've shared with this tiny human who already holds the deepest spot in my heart. Our lives are already so intertwined and I cannot wait to meet him.